APPREHENSION, ANGST, TERROR...SPOTLIGHT ROLES AND DREAMS...AGGRESSIVE FORTRESSINGS IN ENERGY CONTROLLINGS...NOT MUCH ROOM FOR LOVE AS SENSES OF POWERLESSNESS COMPEL SELFISHNESS IN STATES OF CONTROL...POWER IN WANTING TO BE WANTED AS MEANS OF GETTING CERTAINTY IN DESIRE WITHOUT THE POTENCY OF BEING ABLE TO LOVE.,.,
TO SEE SELF-DEFEATING AND LIMITING BEHAVIORS WITHIN A VERY CONSTICTED VISION...IDENTITY...ALIVENESS...
BRAIN STORM CREATIVITY AS OPPORTUNITY BEYOND STORM IN THE BRAIN OVERLOADS AND CONFUSIONS...TO MANAGE JUXTAPOSITIONS OF LETTING GO OF EXCESSES AND NON ESSENTIALS...
THE MEMORY OF THE OVERWHELMING FRIGHT AND FEAR EVENT[S] WORKS AS 'BUTTONS' THAT TRIGGER VIGILANCE, ALARMS AND ADRENALINES...
SYMPTOMS OUT OF THE HIDDEN AND BODILY REACTIVITY THAT IS DEEP-SEATED IN SHINX SPHINCTERS OF PSYCHE CIRCUITRY...THE BODY ELECTRIC IN SIN AND SYNAPTIC NEUROBIOLOGICAL...SUFFERING THAT SERVES THE BELIEF-BEHAVIOR CLOSED CIRCLE OF EROS-CREATIVE-SACRED SPACE AND SUFFERING THAT IS PROCESS OF TRANSFORMATION OUT OF THE TRAPPED LIFE INERTIA THAT FASCINATES AND DEADENS AS ONE IS STUCK WATCHING AND DANCING IN NARCISSISM WITH THE INNER SHADOWS ON THE WALLS AND BARRIERS OF THE BARBI-CAN FORTRESS...
FOR THE FORTRESS SERVES THE NECESSITY TO MASTER THE EARLY HARM AND MAKE SURE IT WILL NOT REOCCUR OR IF IT DOES IT WILL NOT CAUSE THE SAME DEGREE OF DAMAGE...SO THE OTHER BECOMES THE MEDIUM...THE MEANS OF MAINTENANCE AND PREVENTION OF PAST RECURRENCE WHILE ONE TOLERATES THE VIOLENCE OF TODAY...
IT IS POWER SEEKING IN WANTING TO BE WANTED AS GROWTH AND REPAIR IN ADRENALS AND HORMONES ARE LIMITED BECAUSE THE EMERGENCY OF FLIGHT/FIGHT OF YESTERDAY CONTINUES ...THUS INTENSITY-DENSITY RELIEF-RELEASE IN ZONINGS FULFILLS IMMEDIACY OF LETTING OFF STEAM WITHOUT ALTERATION OF UNLYING ISSUES...
DYNAMISM OF CO-DEPENDENCY IN ENABLINGS...
HOSTILITY IN SEEING INTO AND FEARS IN UNDERMININGS AND SABOTAGE...BUTTONS TO PUSH IN INVALIDATION OF DREAMINGS AND DELUSIONS...PUNCTURES OF FALSE INFLATIONS...
A DUALITY OF DEALINGS...A PSYCHE FOURSOME OF ROMANCE HUNGERS OF THE GHOSTS OF APPETITE AND UNMET NEEDS..................SOME NEEDS SERVICED YET THE FALSENESS TRIBUTE COLLAPSES UNDER THE OPPRESSIVENESS OF DENIALS AND MISDIRECTIONS...
MASTERY OVER A HARMFUL PAST MAY BE SUCCESSFUL AS ONE GROWS OUT OF THE EQUITY OF A NARCISSISTIC SELF ABSORBED RELATION...NEEDS AND 'INNER NECESSITY' ALTERING AS A FUNCTION OF WHAT HAS BEEN LEARNED-THE OTHER FORCED INTO THE POSITION OF BEING THE PSYCHE DRAMA OF INCOMPLETION[THE EARLY TRIANGULATION OF PARENT OR PARENTS ETC]...
WORKING THROUGH...BREATHING THROUGH HELPLESSNESS AND RECURRENCE...
IT IS PEEK-A-BOO TIME...IT IS HENSEL AND GRETEL TIME OF HOLDING ON AND LETTING GO...WAYS OF FINDING ONES WAY THROUGH THE REALM OF APPETITES---GINGER BREAD AND WITCHES IN THE OVEN COOKIES TIME...
TO FACE 'REFUSALS TO REALIZE' IN SHUTTING DOWN WITHDRAWALS...ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT CORRIDORED INTO ROLE PERFORMANCE 'IDEA VERSIONS OF IDENTITY...
THE INNER GNAWINGS OF SHAME-POTENTIAL EXPOSURE...BEING UNVEILED AND UNMASKED...INADEQUACY BECOMING 'SUPPORT' AND 'PROPPED-UP' BEHAVIORS OF TAKING CARE THAT NO ONE OUTSIDE THE FAMILY INNER CIRCLE SEES THE TRUTH...
IT IS EVERYDAY EXCESSES IN FAMILY OVERLOADS AND SEXUALITY BOUNDARY OVERLAPS THAT FEEDS LOYALTY AND 'COMMONALITY' EVEN AS IT SUFFOCATES PERSONAL GROWTH AND FREEDOM'...
SHAME. TIME LOST CAN NEVER BE RECOVERED...PART OF A YOU TUBE GROUP OF THE LOST BODY OF A WOMAN OF THE TOWN
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